Wednesday, November 5, 2008

oh that smarts!



Anne Frankenstein and Gavin Degraw married and I was their baby. Then a wizard left me on the doorstep of 3438 Fairway Lane because he didn't want me to grow up famous; in another secret magical world, I am a celebrity.

Late for first period again after skipping election day. Obama won and the assembly was too senior for my tastes so I went to the dog park and smoked before Kelly picked me up. The walk to CVS was cold and windy and I didn't have my ipod for once. My jeans are not hemmed so I've been walking on the back and my left toe has black hair dye on it from a home kit that really fucked up my bangs.





It's evident the taco half of this establishment takes precedence, I said. Then she smiled and ordered succulent shrimp scampi. Rich was still Rich today and he scared the bejesus out of me when he questioned my taste of chicago shirt. Tevin Campbell got involved too after 8:00 and it's buzzing my eardrums now. It's a Goofy lifetime, man, and Florida is a bad state to be in gay in. I gave a guy a nickel today because he asked for sense and that's all his was worth at the time. Then he showed me up by buying a beer and toasting in my five-cent honor. There are nicotine squares, crumbs in my backpack, and sparkly glitter stuck to my old moleskine because white-out apparently does not dry like rubber cement---Should've had a V8.

You know what today is right? Remember, remember the fifth of november, the gunpowder treason and plot. I know of no reason the gunpowder treason should ever be forgot.

she mentioned, 'You're safe here', and I guess i offended her when I laughed. I took photoes the day I got expelled so i could never forget. I look at myself now and I know I wont. Ever.


"Open up your eyes take a look at me
If the picture fits in your memory
I've been dreaming by the rythym like the beat of a heart
And i won't stop until I start to stand out
Some people settle for the typical things
Living all their lives waiting in the wings
It ain't a question of 'if', just a matter of time
Before I move to the front of the line

And once you're watching every move that I make
You gotta believe that I got what it takes

To stand out
Above the crowd
Even if I gotta shout out loud
'Til mine is the only face you see
Gonna stand out
'til you notice me"